I’m scared and I don’t know what to do. It hurts more and more every time.
Regretful. -- 11/28/12 2:24am
Doesn’t matter how angry you are. How could I say something so hurtful to him? How would I act if he said something lie that to me? Like a complete bitch. Sometimes I hate how I act and what I say and how I handle certain situations. I want to change so badly do I stop hurting the people I really care about but it’s so hard. Why can’t I just be considerate an think before I...
I miss Ivan ):
Turkey Day 2012
So today is Thanksgiving and I spent this day in San Diego at Vickie, Neary, and Somaly’s apartment. Geva and I drove down and got here at like 3 this morning. She left about an hour ago and now everyone is getting ready for bed because tomorrows Black Friday (a BIG day for retail) and they all have work tomorrow. Today was very nice. We woke up at 8 (well Neary and I at 8:30 and Geva at...
112012 -- 1:53 AM
Arguing He infuriates me so much. Sometimes I can’t stand to even be in the same room as him. He gets mad over every little thing. I don’t understand. It’s been a year and a half and he still feels insecure and that’s he’s competing with other guys. The idea just pisses me off. It’s just so stupid! He doesn’t understand that if I’m not with someone...
I’ve decided to record my life in a blog. I think this will help me think out my thoughts and reflect on what I’ve done and what I still want to do. This may be kind of hard being as I am computer/laptop-less at the moment.. Yes my lovely laptop is currently unusable. I cracked the LCD screen by squishing headphones between my keyboard and screen whilst getting it down from my bed....